Random Outbursts of feelings
Kinda late so post this, but it was my birthday on the 13th of March. Naturally, I felt really excited. But deep inside, there is this one lingering sadness that once consumed me entirely. All because of her. Now, I'm actually feeling a lot better thanks to anime. But, to be honest, I really missed her.Why?
During my first year of high school, I'm actually a loner. I didn't have that many close friends. Till I met her. She taught me the wonders of love. She showed me the joy of having a loving partner. Suddenly, everything went downhill. All because of me. All because of my mistakes. All because of my stupid ideas. At first, I blamed her for leaving me. Then, I realized that everyone would have done the same, even myself.
Until now, I still longed for her companionship. On every 13th of March since then, she chatted with me. The only day I get to have a nice conversation with her. Other days, she just ignored me. But, this year, she didn't. It was till late in the evening when she said "Happy Birthday". And then a couple of short sentences. That was it. I guess it was all my doing. They say that it is sad how parallel lines never meet. But for me, non-parallel lines are even worse. They met once and then travel far away from each other and will never see each other again.